It's a new year...No more excuses!!

Like many people I made some promises, resolutions, goals, etc. for the new year.  I started on Jan. 2 because I always feel like Mondays are really great for starting over.  And like most people being healthy and losing weight are part of my goals.  I know it's not very original but it seems to be something that a good majority of us always need to work on!

Losing weight is not something I ever had to worry about growing up.  I was just skinny!  I didn't know it then but I was.  I ate whatever I wanted and didn't feel guilt over it.  I can't say that I was healthy during those years though.  I remember many times in high school skipping lunch and only drinking a Pepsi.  I had stomach issues and blood sugar issues that eventually seemed to just go away.  I try to think about why I was thin in my youth.  Was it just because I was young?  Maybe.  Did I just not eat that much?  I don't know.  One thing does stand out though...exercise.  I often think about how much movement happened when I was young.  When I was a child I loved playing out doors and could spend the whole day outside.  That had to burn off some calories.  When I was in high school I walked up and down 3 flights of stairs every day with a load of books on my back.  I walked home from the bus stop everyday too.  Lots and lots of walking.  It makes sense.  When I was young I was moving every day!  It continued when I went to college.  Walking to and from class every day with books on my back.  Everyday required walking. 

Now I have to be really purposeful about moving around that much in a day.  I'm up and down with my kids all day and doing some cleaning around the house.  I walk to my care and then inside the grocery store.  I don't think these things really add up to the amount of moving around I did back then.  So now that I have decided I really do want to shed a few pounds I've realized that I need to get moving!  No more excuses!  I can't say that I don't have time because of my kids.  I can't say it's because I don't have a gym membership. I have many resources available to me.  I can go for a walk outside.  I have an elliptical machine.  I have a Tae Bo DVD and The Biggest Loser and Zumba Wii games.  

So for the past 2 weeks I have been getting in some movement!  I have added 30 minutes of exercise to my routine 6 days a week.  It's not been easy and my body is tired but it's a start!  I also realize that I need to start knowing what I'm eating.  I have gone back to tracking my calories and working on portion sizes.  Even after only 2 weeks of starting these changes I can feel a difference.  I'm down 4 lbs on the scale.  It's getting harder to stuff myself with food and feel good about it.  I have noticed that I now feel good after eating to be satisfied rather than eating to be stuffed.  I am learning to reward myself in other ways besides food. ( I am an emotional eater)  I have goals and rewards posted on my fridge.  I am trying to stay motivated and even when I'm not motivated I don't use that as an excuse.  I have noticed that I feel more positive and happy. 

It's only been 2 weeks but I think I'm off to a good start and can hopefully keep it up.  I have done all of these things before with some differences.  Before I never made concrete goals and wrote them down.  I also only did exercise to the bare minimum!  This time I also have a partner (sort of) in Brad.  He has also made goals for himself but they are more specifically geared towards running.  It helps that we can encourage each other.  I also try to be positive about where I'm at.  I don't have 100+  pounds to lose and I'm glad to be making these changes before I do.  I'm not quite ready to go shouting out the numbers I have though. 

I feel like this is only the start of making a better me this year.  As I press on I plan to look at other areas of my life that might need growth.  No more excuses!

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